Saw it coming...

 

Today is April 4, 2005, Monday, exactly 315 days since I "met" Jem, and now, we called off the relationship. I honestly, truly, loved her. And, despite the many differences between the two of us, along with some conflicts with my personal convictions, I decided to give the relationship a chance.

I learned a lot from her, I hope she learned from me too. She was there and supported me during my thesis, and I really thank her for that, its really true that behind every successful man is an exasperated woman rolling her eyes . We both agreed that there would be no sorrys and regrets, but I feel saddened, I mean who wouldnt?

Honestly, I had my doubts early on, but maybe because of my work, and also because of our short moments together, these doubts get cast off to the back of my mind. But sometimes, glaring differences surface, and maybe, thats why I might not have been the best, and most committed boyfriend. 

I loved her, still do, but as a friend now. I know we will still be good friends, in fact, possibly design collaborators and partners. I know its a kick-ass duo. I figure, you don't have to be married to be a powercouple diba?