Sunday, 25 December 2005
First Christmas in 5 years! hehehe
nagpupuyat for a competition plate or a submission... because the past
5 years all the important dates fell after the end-of-year holidays
kaya ayun... wala kaming pasko ng 5 taon! hehehe
1st yr = Comp Plate = Adaptive Reuse
2nd yr = Comp Plate = Aquinas Park
3rd yr = Comp Plate = Division of City Schools
4th yr = Comp Plate = Dreambuilders
5th yr = Thesis!!!!
Saturday, 24 December 2005
Merry Christmas!
Christmas eve would be very disfunctionally incomplete... although my
dad is still in sanfo, at least we're more than half complete for the
holidays...
Good thing I've recovered from a really hard bout with the flu
yesterday, my sister tells me that I hit 41c and that I was
hallucinating and muttering incoherent sentences...
Merry Christmas to everyone! God Bless!
Next up: my year in review... nax mala-abscbn/gma yearender ito...
Late Bloomer
ako'y iyong binati
wala akong nasabi
pagkat nabighani
ng kagandahan mong tangi
Matapos ang enkwentro
ako'y naloko
bat naman ako natameme
samantalang sa loob ko'y
alam kong kaya kong
magpakabibo ?
Kanina'y ika'y aking nakita muli
kasama mga ka-opisina
ngunit malayo palang
kayo'y napalingon,
lumiko't lumayo... maari namang
hindi ako nakita, ngunit
hindi lang naman ngayon
na ako'y nadedma.
Siguro hindi talaga ako click sayo
mahirap talaga tong late bloomer
marami na nagbago, maliban lang
ang tingin sayo ng tao.
Hindi bale ok lang
hindi narin bago sa akin ang
kahihiyan
tawanan ko nalang
dahil sigurado naman din ako
sa sarili ko, at alam ko sa
loob ko na ako'y
magandang tao.
Hindi bale ok lang
wala naman sakin yon
dahil siguro'y ako medyo
bibo at nasobrahan ng listo
sa pagantay at paghananap
dun sa bigay sakin ni Kristo...
Noon olats ako...
Pero Ngayon... tsk tsk tsk
Sayang, ikaw ang talo....

pasensya na kung makeso...

Tuesday, 20 December 2005
Lighting a Fire! - see photos in the album
Last week I was "volunteered" by my boss to work with the Ayala
Foundation... AFI, along with Intel run several computer
clubhouses in several depressed communities in Manila. As part of
their program, they invited their clubhouse suki members over to Tower
1 to see for themselves how computers are used in the real world.
Initially I thought we were just supposed to give a walkthrough of the
software that we use in architecture/presentations... mostly CAD,
Photoshop, Corel, Sketch-up/etc. But after getting a feel of the
"crowd", I figured that most them are already approaching the
HS-College crossroads, and that maybe they could use some advice on
their future decisions.
I found out that majority wouldn't be able to go to college because of
the high tuition costs...I told them that the truth is... college is
only a formality... the computer virtually opens up a whole world of
opportunities... and that I myself have seen (in my dad's office) that
college undergrads or HS grads can still make something out of
themselves through computer skills... I told them the story of one of
our former encoders... he was "discovered" by my dad in a silkscreen
shop drawing the templates for the t-shirts... my dad needed draftsmen
for one of his early projects... and so he called him up to work with
him. My dad tutored him on the basics of drafting and paid him an
education allowance so that he could train and learn CAD, eventually
after 5 years he was able to get a job in Abu Dhabi, where he has just
been recently promoted to CAD Production manager...
Over the years these stories are repeated in our office, and I have had
the chance to work alongside these exceptional and humble guys... I
learned firsthand that the lack of a formal education, despite its
initial handicap... is no obstacle to a person who has the fire in the
belly, the ambition, the fortitude and discipline to enrich
him/herself. Oftentimes, life is a better teacher, and the people
around you, better mentors than the "professionals" you find in
college. If knowledge and skills are the things that you lack, well...
the internet/computer brings that to you... you just have to use it for
positive means.
I think that I was able to light a fire in them... They were all
excited... I could see quite a few eyes narrow and squint... yung
tipong nanlilisik ba?
Monday, 19 December 2005
Thursday, 15 December 2005
Changing the world...
Sometimes a kind heart is not enough
good intentions
don't amount to anything
in a world of doubt
biases and prejudices
you fight so hard against it
so that you won't be eaten up
by the mediocrity...
i fear the day i wake up
part of it... like everyone else.
change the world? why change it?
can't you just enjoy the ride?
can't you just leave it alone?
Why would I want to be part of something
that spit me out?
Why would Christ knowingly sacrifice His life?
Because he knows his cause is just and correct.
Among people with good intentions and
barrels of hope in their hearts
this is the common thread of their silent vendetta
to change the world... from what is so
terribly wrong, into what is so individually right.
to seize their world and implant ours...
in the midst of these gripping polarities
we risk being dictators of what we deem as good...
and risk being as evil as them.
Tuesday, 13 December 2005
Booklaunch and a set of conclusions...
by Arch. Manolo Noche of UST... its a good book for fellow students and
arki professionals... it was the product of several years of research
on old Philippine Lighthouses.
Anyway... enough with the paid advertisement... I ran into several
under and upperclassmen, and batchmates from college... It was nice to
trade battlefront stories: thesis struggles, apprenticeship booboos,
project problems and all sorts of shop-talk.
Conclusions: mahirap talaga pag underboard... rarely do you get any
respect from your coworkers and peers. Hindi bale,
mag-eevolve/level-up/promote din kami.
Another Conclusion: All the good ones are taken... at least the ones that I meet!
Pahabol na conclusion: Holidays = Cold = Human Breeding season = tsk
tsk tsk... is it any surprise na December has more weddings than June?
Sunday, 11 December 2005
Define Friendship and Pinagsamahan
I expect and demand high standards from my friends and close peers...
because aside from the fact that I am an OC prick, I respect and trust
them... if they can't match those expectations... I feel very
disappointed... it feels like my judgement is skewed.
For some people... friendship means not being judged... I on the other
hand see friendship as a means to help and better myself and the other
person... if he or she can't see this... well thats too bad. Sino pa
bang magsasabi sayo ng tama eh di kaibigan mo din?
Its unfair... because when push comes to shove... I'd stick up for
them... I might not be present in all the parties/gimmicks but that
doesn't change a thing...
Don't ever be makwenta with me... because I am one shrewd nut and you
don't realize this because I don't count... at least not in front of
you.
Random Shots
Lets do it again in 2 years and hand Thaksin his broken limbs back to him...
Congrats also to one of our UST upperclassmen Jason Buensalido and the
UST students who won the CCP Masterplan Competition... saw the work...
it was a good urban design solution... Lufet! Watch out for this guy...
very well connected... especially with the press...
Once again... why we shouldn't let lawyers meddle with the built
environment... Pasay has tried copying Lito Atienza by putting up their
own version of the Baywalk promenade along Roxas blvd... they put up
their own terribly scaled diamond lamp posts... which I'm sure resulted
to huge cost overruns unknown to taxpayers... because... these
lamp posts are spaced too close to each other... if only Pasay's staff
studied how Atienza did their baywalk they would realize the scale,
spacing and proportions are much bigger and wider versus what they
did... kamote!
Obviously... leave the urban design work to trained people! Arggghhhh!
or at least leave our metropolis alone if you can't do it right.
Thursday, 8 December 2005
Talaga lang ah?!... ok... if you say so =)

I'm guessing because male architects appeal to a woman's nesting psyche...

Monday, 5 December 2005
Sunday, 4 December 2005
Wednesday, 30 November 2005
Abortions
parenthood/ownership over our designs... when we come up with something
we know will be really good... even if its on paper... we treat it like
our child. The problem is... not all good/brilliant work is
commercially viable... and at the end of the day, we have to help our
clients make money/finish the project. So... I'm wondering, how many
brilliant ideas/drawn buildings have not been carried out into
reality... how many architects/designers have looked at the drawings on
their boards/computer screens and winced in pain at the fact that they
know these things wont be built anyway? I know my dad has cried
silently over quite a few...
Well, I'm no master architect... but I'm starting to know how it feels...
I can't wait for the day that something I've designed actually gets topped off on site.
In the mean time, I'll be crying over my stillborn children... soldier on... and make new ones... hehehehe

Monday, 28 November 2005
Flying Solo
times when I can't help but look for someone to share the little
victories and defeats that I go through on a daily basis. You know how
artists have to have a muse/inspiration? I kinda feel that too.
Oh well...
nasaan ka man
mahahanap din kita
pansamantala
ako'y susugod ng mag-isa
at pag dumating na ang oras
na tayo'y magtagpo't
magkita, at ako'y
naihanda na ng panahon
at sinadya ng Diyos at tadhana
alam kong mas malayo
ang aking mararating at
di hamak na mas matayog
ang ating maitatahak
na landas.
hindi bale,
bukas, itong lungkot
na ito'y aalpas.
wow... was that a feeble attempt at poetry?
Tuesday, 22 November 2005
Random shots
Management guru Peter Drucker passed away last November 11, 2005.
Businessweek ran a very insightful article about his life and his
ideas... you got to hand it to him... for someone who did it based on
feel and the seat of his pants... he sure showed tons of
scholars/bookies like me that oftentimes... its pattern recognition and
intuition that gives you the edge. You also have to credit him with
being one of the first to pinpoint corporate social responsibility and
good governance as important pillars of a company's strength. My dad
introduced me to his books, and they have truly made a difference in
how I handle my career and serve in my job. I recommend his stuff...
especially to technical guys like me who weren't immersed in a
business/marketing environment in college... his stuff is sure to get
you up to speed in the corporate world.
Yesterday, 2 - F16 fighter jets landed in NAIA, one of them apparently
had problems with its control/avionics system... being one of the most
maneuverable attack/fighter aircraft around has a couple of
disadvantages... for one... the airframe is inherently unstable...
requiring more than the usual aileron/rear control surface package to
handle the plane... a pilot will go crazy trying to control those
surfaces manually... this plane is a virtual brick without a computer
running it.
Anyway, that's the closest we'll all be to having F16s here in the
Philippines... the current state of government finances has ruined our
armed forces... particularly our airforce into a pathetic transport
cor... In fact, most of the pilots/troops... if they haven't already
left for the civil aviation sector... are being retrained as ground
forces...
Oh yes... we still have an air force, except that... we wait for the enemy to land... then we kill them on the tarmac...

Sunday, 20 November 2005
Wednesday, 16 November 2005
Glacial
I.M.Pei once said that the secret to being a great architect... aside
from doing good architecture... is out-living all your peers.

How true... Architecture will always be an old man's profession. The
fact is, most of the modernist master starchitects around today ( Gehry, Meier... even Thom Mayne...
the self-described rebel of the profession... are way past their 60s)
only started coming up with really good work during their 40s and 50s.
With this in mind... its kind of frustrating for me, because I feel, at
times, that in some ways I've gone through an unnaturally steep
learning curve... thanks of course to my training under my dad, and the
few, key opportunities I've been able to take advantage off.
Of course, its good to get a head start in my line of work... but I'm
afraid of burning out and losing steam... or worse... checking myself
into a heart bypass because of all the stress and pressure on my
shoulders.
Walking around Makati during lunch... I get to see all sorts of people
from my generation... people in their 20s and early 30s... and I can't
help but wonder if they get better breaks and opportunities because
they are in a line of work that rewards youth, energy and fresh ideas-
maybe marketing... or business... IT, etc. Because these fields are
relatively new in the history of civilization, they also move faster...
at the speed of light... of the electrons that display this webpage on
your screen...
Because Architecture has been around since man's first informal
settlements... and since we deal things that are solid... concrete from
the earth, metal and steel from ore, glass from sand/silica... all of
which took millions of years to form... its no wonder why careers in
architecture move at a glacial pace...
Software versions are measured in years, even months... interior
renovations on a per turnover basis... buildings in years and
decades... city and suburban plans in lifetimes and generations.
I feel impatient, because I know I can take things on... and that even
if it would be something new, I can hit the ground running...
But who am I kidding... I'm only 22... a whole lifetime ahead of me...
a whole bunch of things to learn... I just have to let God
mold and temper me... hopefully in the future... I move from
being stuck in the bridge of the knife... onto the cutting edge.
Time is on my side.
Sunday, 13 November 2005
Saturday, 12 November 2005
Things will be different
What
induced my most recent angst-filled tirade? Well, its simple… our firm lost 2
major commissions to guys whom we fought tooth and nail against. The worst
thing to stomach is to see a proud man (my dad) humbled, and to grin and bear
it quietly. How I wish I had my dad’s age and experience… maybe I wouldn’t be
as pissed as I am.
Its
frustrating because I know deep in my heart that we would have done a better
job than the 2 firms who won the commissions because we bring our hearts into
the job, our loyalties are to the project… not to our egos, nor to the public,
not even the owners… not even our pockets, but to the welfare of the project.
The
other day, I was browsing through the department’s library looking at the
shelves full of consultant profiles… I was surprised to see my dad’s company
profile in one of the shelves (yes… we sent one to ALI back when I just won the
competition… as a longshot move to prequalify for any work).
The
profile was filed away with the other rejects… full of local veterans, without
much foreign experience. Its painful for a son to see his idol get shelved and
shrugged off. But I guess, that’s why I’m here… Its my turn now, its my fight
now. Things will be different.
Thursday, 10 November 2005
Angst, oh sweet artistic angst!
Disclaimer... the following post is brought to you by a sudden bout of angsty-lonely artist/architect depression

Much as I would want to post about what happened during my short visit
to Sydney... I won't... because... first of all... I might end up
repeating myself during conversations... also... who cares?! Its not as
if my blog is raking in the hits... so... I'll just keep it to myself...
Life as an architect/designer/artist is really a never ending struggle
to get your vision done. Its a lonely struggle... a test of
character... of discipline and of internal strength. How I envy
artists/writers... who get to practice their art without having to rely
on anyone to implement it for them.
For every Frank Gehry- Rem Koolhaas - Tadao Ando- Daniel Libeskind
starchitect, there are about 15,000 sweatshop
draftsmen/cadsmen/renderers/frustrated academecians/production people
whom the world will never know about, who will never be able to make
their marks on this earth.
Either they didn't have the talent... the connections/clients... the
knees to make decisions on their own... the stomach to brownose their
way to commissions... the fire to desire something better... the
imagination and forebearance to imagineer their ideas... the solubility
to compromise...
Knowing this... I know what I have to be. I know what I have to do.
And despite times like these... when I rant and complain... I know what
my purpose is. I know what God put me here for. And as arrogant as it
sounds... I cannot be broken anymore.
Best of You by the Foo Fighters
I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...
Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...
Wednesday, 2 November 2005
Back to the grind... full updates to follow
> Was an impulsive hormonal wreck
> was a frustrated computer geek
> a constipated band geek
5 years ago I...
> was a freshman at UST... THE Royal and Pontifical UST... hahaha
> was a culture-shocked noob!
> questioned my decision to go to UST instead of UP Diliman Archi...
1 year ago I...
> Was pounding away on the keyboard... finishing my thesis book...
> And doing schematic site plans
> while enjoying the company of my college bros! and my block!
Yesterday I...
> was on PR 210, on my way home from Sydney...
> rediscovered the miracle of flight...
> thanked God for blessing me and my family
5 snacks I enjoy...
> Jamaican Patties
> Dimsum/Siopao
> Shingaling
> Dried Mangoes!
> Yakisoba... throwback to my college days...
5 songs I know all the words to...
> Bigger than my body by John Mayer
> Miracle Drug by U2
> Sugat by Dictalicense
> Noypi by Bamboo
> Liwanag sa Dilim by Rivermaya
at marami pang iba...
5 things I would do with 100 million dollars...
> Go full time with Gawad Kalinga...
> Go on mission for SFC... to China... or to Afghanistan... serve God and see the world at the same time
> Buy into Ayala Land or SM Prime... =) hehehe... hostile take over
ba... tapos go into building mass transit rail systems for manila and
the suburbs
> Buy a cessna, learn to fly
> Transform my Dad's firm into a design studio-ala Rural
Studio/Taliesin West... teach designers and architects what they don't
teach in school, build cool designer houses for GK... and win the
pritzker/nobel in the same year... yeah right... dream on...
5 places I would run away to...
> San Francisco
> back to Sydney!
> Christchurch
> Paris
> Lingayen
5 places I would love to go to..
> Amanpulo
> Bilbao- see the Guggenheim
> the Himalayas
> St. Peter's Basilica
> Xiamen- figure out where my ancestors came from...
5 things I would never wear...
> basta... anything that's too tight
> too loose
> too feminine
> anything that's uncomfortable
> but then... architects are supposed to be artists... so we ought to be able to get away with anything =)
5 favorite TV shows...
> CSI... NY, LV, Miami
> Design 360 on CNN
> Dreamspaces on BBC
> Megacities on NatGeo
> The Apprentice
5 bad habits...
> Food binges... especially when stressed/depressed
> Kaangasan/kayabangan
> Being a critic
> Impatience
> Procrastinating... putting things off until the last minute... especially when I know what I can and can't do...
5 biggest joys...
> God
> Family and good friends
> The joy of being able to do what you love...
> Learning something new
> Traveling/Seeing the world
5 fictional characters I would date...
> Dominique Francon from The Fountainhead
> Dagny Taggart from Atlas Shrugged
> *
> *
> *
Books on my bedside table...
> The Bible
> Red Storm Rising... last remaining Clancy book that I haven't read... almost done
> State of Fear... the new one by Crichton
> Timeline... also by Crichton, haven't seen the movie yet
> The Tailor of Panama by John LeCarre
> Purpose Driven Life... rereading it... almost done
> The Fountainhead... rereading it din... before I give it away again...
> The Pecking Order ... almost done
> Freakonomics ... almost done
> The McKinsey Way ... management consulting's bigshots... almost done
> Content by Rem Koolhaas
> The Foucault Pendulum by Umberto Eco
> The Early Ayn Rand
> Anthem by Ayn Rand
5 Songs I've been listening a lot to lately...
> Gold Digger by Kanye West and Jamie Foxx
> Alright by John Legend
> Stars by Switchfoot
> Make your move by Incubus
> Ang Ating Araw by Dictalicense
Wednesday, 26 October 2005
Aussie sana, Muntik nang Aussie... O sige na nga!
we'll be visiting relatives there... and I'll be doing some design
R&D/R&R. Australia is a good place to learn a lot from, mostly
because of how they adapt modernist concepts into their broad range of
climates and conditions. I'll also be visiting some campuses to snoop
for scholarship opportunities, but those will probably take a back seat
to the opportunities closer to the Philippines... or ASEAN.
Of course, this trip is made possible by my mom's 15
years in PAL... ika nga nung commercial... daming benefits. But the key
thing here is that, it was really my parents' strategic decision,
particularly on my mom's side, to sacrifice her work with an ad agency
to work with PAL and contribute to the family's growth and development
by providing us with travel perks. And believe me, seeing the world at
an early age does a lot of wonders... gives you that competitive fire
in the belly, dispells a lot of colonial thoughts and insecurities that
pinoys have... it powers a sense of nationalism and pride...and
basically... just seeing how big the world is... it opens your eyes to
what you can be, what you can accomplish.
Its surreal to be visiting Sydney for the nth time,
when my family was supposed to migrate there back in 1989. Everyone,
especially my mom, was panicky because of the state of the economy, but
my dad was bullheaded in his decision to keep us here in Manila. He
firmly believed that the seeds he was planting back then would
eventually germinate and bear fruit. True enough... they did, good
thing we didn't leave, because otherwise, all the contacts and work my
dad built-up and put-in would have gone for naught... besides I doubt
if he would have survived having to go back to school just to make
himself competitive again... especially having to work and serve under
aussie bosses.
At the end of the day, I still take my hat off to
both my parents, their foresight and strategic thinking regarding the
family's needs and growth have been nothing but blessed and inspired.
For all the rough edges and the hard-loving discipline, I guess at the
end of the day, their conservatism and calculated moves all worked out
for the best of the family. Ngayon lang din namin narerealize that all
these years, God has been guiding and enlightening our family.
Tuesday, 25 October 2005
Elevator Intelligence
The division where I work in is at the 30th
floor... thus, I have to take an express elevator to the 25th sky lobby
and take a scenic elevator up 5 floors to the 30th. I enjoy the scenic
elevator ride, specially considering that I love heights, and it adds a
whole elaboration on "climbing the corporate mountain" theme.
But thats beside the point. As I said earlier,
elevators are one of the hierarchy flatteners in a highly structured
organization... everyone rides the same elevator to work... the cubicle
meerkats like me, the CEO, the messengers, and basically everyone in
the organization. So anyway, here I am going down for lunch, when I
step into the scenic elevator, I'm surprised to see one of our
company's chief execs in it. But because I was pahabol into the
elevator, the doors/jaws closed on my shoulders making a sound the
equivalent of a trainwreck. Actually, masakit siya... hit me
right where the shoulders meet the forearms... so the exec goes, "Naku,
we really have to have the elevator door timing adjusted, baka one of
you guys will sue the company pa for damages."
So, everyone in the elevator laughs/giggles...
malamang... hindi ka banaman tumawa eh boss mo yung nagpapatawa diba?
We all transfer down to the express elevators, and
when we reach the ground floor, the exec holds the door for all of us.
Now as it was his turn to exit the elevator... we all heard a similar
trainwreck crash as we see him jostling his way through the jaws of the
elevator. He almost dropped his cellphone with the crash...
Whats the lesson? Apparently, elevators don't choose
who to close on. Mayaman, mahirap, maging sino ka man... pisa ka parin.
Otis must have been a socialist! hehehe...
Friday, 21 October 2005
Archispeak = dwelling on the edges of comprehension
ideas... I just want to ask... what is it with the words juxtaposition,
praxis and kinesthetic... not that i don't know what these words
mean... but its very easy for an architect or writer to use simpler
words... I think everyone in my profession wants to come across
as "high-minded" by using words like these... to the point that they
lose sight of actually getting their message across and understood by
their audiences... You get projects and clients by communicating and
empowering your clients... not by confusing them!

Thursday, 20 October 2005
Living in the information age...
most value to the table during a get-together? The girl who brought the
food? The guy who brought the beer? The designated driver that got them
there? Or the comedian who supplies the table with flowing conversation
topics and laughs?
To my friends, don't worry, I'm not making
parinig. I'm just waxing philosophical... One of my faults in
relationships is that I can get very makwenta... ano ba english ng
makwenta... quantifying whether or not things are in balance between me
and my significant other. Maybe I'm just too shrewd or jaded, that I
wouldn't put my share on the line unless I saw yours there too.
Anyway... so in relationships, what do people value? I'm sure women
would fire a set of bullet point answers for this question...
-Time spent together... actually... the quality of time spent together
-Effort... yung tipong hatid sundo hanggang sa dulo ng mundo
-For the more materialistic... the little trinkets and bling
-Affirmation, etc, etc, etc.
So... its really a combination of the obvious... and
the intangibles... but aren't we forgetting something? Aren't we
forgetting logic and information? Shouldn't the content of
conversations and advice we share to our friends and significant others
also hold much more value?
I pride myself in my ability to think clearly,
logically and rationally... and in my ability to give a strong 3rd
person point-of-view/critique/advice to my friends. I've been on the
receiving end of quite a few distressed phone calls and
conversations... often, during situations like these people on the
receiving end are put in the position to listen and be emphatic to the
problems of the person in distress... but should it end there?
For me the problem festers unless we come up with a
strategy or solution to the problem. I think the world is full
listeners and confidantes, and lacks problem solvers and strategists
who come up with another way of looking at a problem.
And unconsciously that has been my role... a critic,
a problem-solving confidante... but the thing is, information tends to
get overlooked... because of the sheer volume of data that bombards us
in a given day.
I've been called kuripot, makwenta, shrewd,
hindi-mahassle by my friends, and especially my past significant
others... its frustrating to hear because they don't put a value on the
gems of advice, information and strategy that I've thrown their way
during the times they needed it.
So in the end, you can't expect me to go out of my
way and rescue you from your problems, to give you a free ride, or to
dish out some emergency dough... but you can count on me to empower you
with a different view, a strategy or a solution to your problem... the
problem is you don't exactly get brownie or pogi points for that.
Monday, 17 October 2005
Random update...
several africans lining up at my usual chinese food counter... it was
their first time to have lunch there and they were asking help from the
other customers on what to order. Good to see people of other races in
makati- makes the CBD more cosmopolitan... I could tell that a lot of
the people in line and in the vicinity were curious and ill-at-ease,
but they better get used to the fact that the word foreigner doesn't
just mean american or european.
My family is praying that my dad wins a very
important job... pretty big... its going to keep the office busy for
the next 5-6 years depending on the program flex. If he wins the
project, its going to be one of those architect-of-record affairs,
where he'll be the signing architect for a design developed by a
foreign consultant... and as much as he would want to call the shots, I
think his pride won't get in the way of his loyalty to the project.
My sister Celina is in Vancouver, my parents decided
to send her abroad on her own for her 18th birthday instead of a debut
party. We were never the party types anyway... I bet she's enjoying her
time there...
As for me, work is fine... busy the past week.
Wasn't able to work-out... im going to have to do extra hours on cardio
this week.
As much as I would want to attend and participate
more in SFC and GK, I've decided to take it easy and hold back a bit.
Twas only my 4th time to ride the MRT last
saturday... took it from ayala to cubao and back... had to attend
Archidesktop classes in microcadd... can I just say that those night
train rides can be really surreal and depressing.
Everyone seems to be
wary/sleepy/tired/on-the-look-out for terrorists/snatchers/salisi-gang
members... the rider mix was amusing too, on my way to cubao (around
lunch time) I was with families doing their pay-dayweekend shopping...
and on my way back to ayala... the train was full of glammed up
gimikeros and gimikeras in full battle gear...
Nakakahiya for me, because its only my 4th time to
ride the MRT (siguro 5x sa LRT) and I believe that its a good thing
that we have those lines in place... we really need to have those
extended to the suburbs...
I remember my train rides abroad, on the Paris metro
and the NY subway, despite the dark and dank surroundings, people
seemed civil riding those trains. Its something I can see in Pinoys
too... everyone seems to be well behaved... compared to how we are on
the road or on jeeps...
Its good to be touching base with an old friend,
especially given the different situation/context. Its good to know that
despite past issues, people still believe in me and in what I can do.
Don't worry mar, same here.
As per my last post, re: Eero Saarinen... I consider
him the patron saint for arki kids. Not to say that I'm exactly like
him... malayo talaga... my dad's an architect, but not on the same
level of connections and stature as Eliel, and yes... I'm only 22, and
heck... I'm not even an architect yet pending my board exams 2 years
from now...
I did research on Eero back in college, and I really
learned a lot from his life... this guy was the envy of a lot of
people, he couldn't help it... he was a high-profile character, with
the lineage and all... people had the tendency to cast him in a bad
light because of his rep. But at the end of the day... he let his
prolific work and focus do the talking. What's really touching though
is how he worked with his dad in a lot of projects... that's my dream
too. And I hope that it happens despite several false starts... maybe
God is also prepping me further...
Lastly... bought 2 cds over the weekend...
kanYeWest's Late Registration and DictaLicense's Paghilom... Kanye is
one bright rapper... some of his black social commentary applies to
Pinoy society as well... great collaborations with Adam Levine, Brandy,
Jamie Foxx and Jay-Z
I love Dictalicense's hard nationalist rock metal
music... great message... these guys could potentially come up
with better music as they evolve and grow. Inspiring work... they talk
to my generation... or the ones who aren't as hopeless and skeptical
with the motherland.
Sunday, 16 October 2005
Reconsidering Eero... from www.metropolismag.com
http://www.metropolismag.com/cda/story.php?artid=1564
One of my architectural idols... I consider Eero the patron saint for
archi kids... His life story strikes a nerve... I can totally relate =)
Reconsidering Eero Saarinen died young and very much out of critical favor, but the judgment of history seems to have turned for this long-neglected master. By Paul Makovsky Posted September 19, 2005 | ||
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| ![]() | Fate treated Eero Saarinen unkindly in many ways. He died of a brain tumor in 1961 at the age of 51, and never lived to see the completion of some of his most important works: the St. Louis Gateway Arch; Dulles International Airport, near Washington, D.C.; the TWA terminal at Kennedy Airport and the CBS headquarters, in New York City. During his lifetime Saarinen was met with popular acclaim in the mainstream press--making the cover of Time magazine in 1956--but he was often criticized for lacking a signature style. That seems to be changing: this spring a Yale symposium looked at the influence of Saarinen, a related team of Finnish and American academics are organizing a major traveling exhibition of his work, and historian and critic Jayne Merkel has just published the comprehensive new book Eero Saarinen (Phaidon). Recently I spoke to Merkel at her home in New York, where we discussed the life and legacy of an architect that history finally seems to be recognizing. Paul Makovsky: Why come out with a book on Eero Saarinen now? Jayne Merkel: Along with Louis Kahn and Frank Lloyd Wright, Saarinen was easily one of the most important American architects of the twentieth century. His work represents the time he lived and worked in. During the postwar period there was a great sense of optimism and a belief in technology making things better. The disillusionment with the Vietnam War created a loss of faith and doubt, so Saarinen's work didn't mean so much to people--they just didn't get it. PM: Prior to writing the book you went on an extensive tour of Saarinen's buildings. Had you already developed an argument about his work at that point, or did it come later? JM: It came gradually, and I'm still figuring it out. The question I started with was, Why was Eero's work--so important during its time--forgotten? Part of it had to do with the changing times; part of it was because he wasn't alive to complete some of his buildings. Post-Modernism was a reaction to technology, and largely a fear of it. There were people--some New Urbanists still do this--who argued that Modern buildings weren't symbolic and concerned with context. Well, Saarinen's buildings were symbolic and concerned with context. During the 1990s we got excited about technology again, and here was this man who had done high-tech-looking architecture many years before. Saarinen's furniture has become stylish again because it embodies that sense of the future. PM: Who did you interview? JM: I started with Irwin Miller, a great client. I interviewed Saarinen's former employees, such as Glen Paulsen, David Powrie, and Ralph Rapson. I interviewed Dan Kiley before he died, and spent an afternoon with Frank Stanton in Boston. My best interview was probably with Gene Festa, who brought Saarinen back to life in so many ways. Robert Venturi had a very poor experience working in Saarinen's studio, where he designed a few things that were never used. It was a bad fit. I had many conversations with Shu Knoll [Florence Knoll Bassett], who really seemed to care that this book be written and that Eero be remembered. PM: But Saarinen also had his detractors? JM: Particularly the British, who hated his U.S. embassy in London because it wasn't Wild West enough and they wanted something bolder. But that was a time when our government was saying, "We want to fit in!" Philip Johnson, who certainly didn't try to help Saarinen, said things about him like, "He had all the good jobs" and "We all followed him"--but not when he was alive. Though Saarinen had this great start in life--because his father was a great teacher with all these connections--people were jealous of him. One of the things I was happiest to learn was that he just worked harder than everybody else. PM: Saarinen's process was interesting. Instead of coming up with one solution, he would try every possibility. He did that with the TWA terminal too, didn't he? JM: All the people in his office, except the secretary, were doing design. With the St. Louis Arch and London embassy projects, they would redo it again and again. Saarinen was this sort of Energizer Bunny. For the TWA terminal he came back and said to the client that he needed more time--and took an extra year! Most architects would have been fired. Saarinen's gift was to inspire clients--not just convince them to build something good but make them into aficionados and cheerleaders for architecture. He pushed clients like Irwin Miller, and got them excited. At the same time Miller rejected eight or nine of Saarinen's schemes, but he just kept coming back. Most architects today aren't confident enough to do that, or they just move on to the next project. There are so many positive lessons here. PM: And I think with Miller there was a sympathetic cause. JM: Modernism was a cause. It wasn't just about how it worked or how it functioned. All these corporations really went out of their way to get Saarinen, and they did what he asked them--and every single one of their buildings has been kept up exquisitely. His hockey rink is still in very good shape, and it has needed very little maintenance, unlike the buildings of Kahn and Rudolph. Saarinen's buildings held up because of the way they were built, the level of technological finishing. He invented a new material or technology for almost every building he designed. PM: Give me some examples. JM: At General Motors a neoprene gasket was developed for the windows. Saarinen also learned from his clients. At the IBM factory building they made a thinner wall panel (5/16 of an inch rather than the 21/2 inches used at GM), and at the John Deere headquarters, he experimented with Cor-Ten steel, which had been used for railroads but not architecture. PM: And for the TWA terminal Saarinen used the little circular tiles that he could form sculpturally. JM: The tiles and the mortar form the curves everywhere; square tiles wouldn't work. In a way the TWA terminal is Saarinen's pedestal chair turned into a building. He also started using reflective glass. He used it to reflect the landscape with the IBM Watson building, in Yorktown Heights, New York. Bell Labs--one of the first uses of fully mirrored glass--reflected the landscape and made the building disappear. At CBS Saarinen pioneered a structure where the building is supported on the core and the periphery, allowing for totally open-plan offices. PM: Some people consider the GM Technical Center Saarinen's best work. Is there one building that you consider his masterpiece? JM: I certainly don't think it's GM because it's at an automobile scale--and I'm a person, not a Chevrolet--though it looks fabulous in pictures. It's between the John Deere headquarters, in Moline, Illinois, and the TWA terminal. And the hockey rink at Yale is quite wonderful. The North Christian Church, in Columbus, Indiana, is brilliant and original--and if you go to the Midwest, you'll see hundreds of imitations--but it doesn't move me the way the MIT chapel does. PM: Some designers have said that working in Saarinen's studio was a great experience. Niels Diffrient, who's designed award-winning ergonomic chairs, and Balthazar Korab, who became a great photographer, both worked there. JM: Gunnar Birkerts, Cesar Pelli, and Kevin Roche all worked in Saarinen's studio, where there was this sense of mission. When the firm decided to move from Michigan to Connecticut, almost everybody went, which meant uprooting their families. This was an office where everyone worked ten- to twelve-hour days because they felt it was so important to finish Saarinen's work. So most people worked at what was still Eero Saarinen and Associates, and by the time they finished the last projects the firm became Roche Dinkeloo. PM: What did you learn from Saarinen by writing the book? JM: Part of it is a confirmation that although people have extraordinary talent and opportunities it's really about working harder than everyone else, about doing it again and again and again. There is much to be said for reinventing the rules of the game each time. Most famous architects have figured out something, like Mies did--or like Wright did three or four times in his long life. Saarinen's approach was about program, and he started as if he'd never built anything before: "This is what the client needs. These are the institution's physical constraints. This is what the site is. This is what the institution does." PM: What do you think about his work now, three years after touring his buildings? JM: I realize how deep the variety of his building went, how it was about the place of the building on the land, getting the right functions and materials, and getting all the right people together so that Saarinen, his staff, and the engineers could--he was like a maestro--play together. Saarinen did research on every level, whether it was technological or sociological. It's that very belabored and hardworking process of doing it over and over again. PM: There’s also a very sad element to his life. JM: Oh, it’s tragic. Here’s this man who’s had every opportunity, with extraordinary talent, and then gets a brain tumor at 51 years old. PM: And the critical recognition isn’t there. JM: He always assumed if you did good work and had talent, you’d have the recognition, which he didn’t get. I hope people read this book because he deserves this recognition and there are so many lessons to be learned. PM: There are also some incredible moments in his life, such as when the Saarinens thought that Eliel won the St. Louis gateway Arch competition and it turned out Eero had won. JM: Yes, the telegram came for “Mr. Saarinen” and when they got the letter it was actually addressed to Eero. So they had a toast all over again, because if you’re the father, you win either way. PM: What did you uncover about Pipsan Saarinen? JM: I think Eero’s talented sister, Pipsan, got shafted a bit. She married a businessman that her parents didn’t approve of and Eero often argued with. Eero wanted to do great buildings and this guy wanted to run a sensible firm and pay the bills. Eero’s mother, Loja, would say that Pipsan took her work too seriously, while Loja herself worked overtime. But they did favor Eero, and though his sister had a hard time, she did have a wonderful career, made wonderful furniture, and had a wonderful marriage. It’s not that it wasn’t a good life. PM: Eero and Pipsan collaborated on some projects where she did the interiors. JM: Yes, particularly when they were quite young, but her aesthetic was different than Eero’s. Shu Knoll and Eero were more on the same wavelength. Pipsan’s was different: glitzy but not as high-tech. Eero and Shu’s collaboration for the interiors at the GM Tech Center are among the best interiors, and it’s a mesh of their two talents. I love those chairs that Eero did, but also the other furniture that Shu did for the space. It was really a hand-in-glove collaboration. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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